I completely get where you re coming with this. Your feelings about body image are valid and in no way take away the fact that I am sure you are thrilled for this babies arrival. I went through this 3 times. And as grateful I was to be creating a new human, when you have struggled with any type of ED it hits your mental state exactly where you are vulnerable and no amount of logic and “normal” weight gain charts for pregnancy are going penetrate. From my experience as I struggled pre pregnancy and then a decade later, it’s just a day by day trying to do the inner work. I will tell you I gained around 50 pounds the first time and it literally just came off so easily with no naughty behaviors. We are built very similar and your Mom sounds similar so I’m sure you are going to lose this pregnancy weight relatively quickly…… and if you don’t you will with time so try not to consume yourself with it. Gosh I know it’s so hard! You hang in there, you are getting close to the end and then your body will go back to a normal you recognize. I know it feels like everything is so out of your control right now. You got this Letizia❤️